Today I am feeling pretty damn good. Granted pretty energy-less but a hell of a lot better than I have felt any day this week so I decided to go for a walk with my ma and dog, and incidentally the cat, it decided to follow us the whole way. Wierdo.
Anyhoo, out we go, ready to embrace the sunny day when we realise we did not bring any house keys and I had left the door off the latch. So we thought sod it we may as well walk now, so off we trotted dog and cat in toe. About 10 minutes later we reached what we call the roundabout which in case you hadn't gathered is where we turn around and come back. The cat decided very cleverly, to get stuck in a sodding bramble bush, mewing as loudly as a cat can possibly mew. So being the nice mother to cat I can be I climb into this god forsaken bush to get the cat out. A few pokes and prods later (thanks bush) I grabbed her and tried to climb out.
Now, climbing IN had been painful enough, climbing out whilst holding a mewing cat that seemed to do nothing but complain about my rescue technique and scratch the crap out of anything near it (unfortunately that was me) was NOT fun. I got to the other side a bit worse for wear to say the least with bleeding arms. I look like I have been self harming, you know the kind I mean. 14 year old pre-pubescent 'I want to die' and 'nobody understands me' style cuts inflicted whilst drinking straight vodka, a spliff hanging out of your mouth whilst rocking backwards and forewards to Nirvana. Claiming that only Kurt Cobain could ever understand the pain your in.
Wow I am glad to be out of that phase.
Anyway, I got myself and the cat out of the stupid brambles when, genius child that the cat truly is, it ran back into it again. What on earth is wrong with this cat? I mean really? Are you shitting me? I claimed to not care very passionately with much gesticulation to my mother and we continued whilst listening to Jessie(the demon cat) mewing her evil heart out from the middle of a massive load of spiky death plants.
Anyway we rounded the corner, but my conscience got the better of me yet again. So off I went into a less dense patch of shrubbery to rescue demon cat. This extradition mission was far more successful than my prior attempt. Mainly because amidst the swipes and scratches that demon cat so kindly blessed me with, I held on for dear sanity.
I walked with her at arms length (covered in mud may I add as I had to crawl under a barbed wire fence) until we reached the house. Which is a fairly long time to have to grip a cat for, especially when it's flailing like it's being forced into a tub full of water.
I am not demon cats biggest fan right now, to the point where I have depersonalised it. No more is she a she or is she Jessi. Nope. It is now demon cat.
Until it brings me a pidgeon or a rabbit, then I feel proud that my cat understands what I crave out of life.
Friday, 3 April 2009
Thursday, 2 April 2009
and this is how the story goes
Harriette
my dog ate a pidgeon
16:59Paul
WHAT?
PIDGEONS ARE BIGGER THAN HIM?!!?! THE WHOLE THING??
17:00Harriette
lol
i pulled a boned
bone
out of her mouth
17:00Paul
hahaha
she was probably chewin on carcass
17:01Harriette
yep
dirty bitch
17:01Paul
still thats one cute little carnivor!
17:02Harriette
i know!
hows the work coming on?
17:02Paul
oh, bit slow today, went up to brick lane for 'research' with my investor
and lunch and a red stripe in the sun
17:03Harriette
isnt brick lane a book?
17:03Paul
hahahahahahahaha
like notting hill is a film yes
17:03Harriette
got it
what research?
17:04Paul
looking into competitors/discussing possiblities
for sales and advertising and stuff
btw i didnt give my last fag to anyone!!
17:05Harriette
lol i got confused
what kind of clothes are you aiming to make? whats your target audience?
17:06Paul
anyone who buys tshirts!!!
its varied really
just a wide fashion/studenty type audience
17:06Harriette
what kind of t-shirts? normal? fitted?
17:06Paul
well that all depends on the individual product design
17:06Harriette
long? short? loose? wide neck?
fair enough
17:06Paul
VAAARRRRIIIEEEDDD!
17:06Harriette
go long
17:07Paul
depends whats 'in'
17:07Harriette
long is the way foreward
long long long
or open sided
17:07Paul
its not really up to me, im just the designer......!
17:07Harriette
lol
17:07Paul
im great with the design part....but a bit of a slouch when it comes to fashion
17:07Harriette
sorry i ask lots of questions. im very bored
17:07Paul
its ok
17:07Harriette
ive run out of t-shirts to fix
17:07Paul
im sorry my work depresses u
17:08Harriette
ive started a sketch book
not in a bad way
17:08Paul
HOOOOORRRAAAAY
17:08Harriette
but your work has made me ask loads of questions
and so ive started my own sketch book
17:08Paul
wow?!
ive inspired you??
17:08Harriette
based on absense
sex
misinterpretation
17:08Paul
absence/sex/misinterpretation?
17:08Harriette
yeah i guess you have
17:09Paul
hahahahah!!!
AMAZINGG!!!
17:09Harriette
yeah how words are so often misinterpreted
and an absence of words even more so
until it comes to sex which is some kind of universal language
17:09Paul
due to peoples paranoia?
17:09Harriette
i guess so
17:09Paul
pushed on to them through society
17:09Harriette
pretty much
17:09Paul
and the need for being, the perfect person
society sux balls
17:10Harriette
i wrote a lot based on your descriptrion of static love
17:10Paul
thankyou.....that gives me some confidence that people can relate to what im rambling on about
17:10Harriette
i dont feel a need to be the perfect person, and i think a lot of people dont too i just think that relationships are often disapointments because people dont work hard enough at them
your idea of
'relationships that end before they begin'
is very interestign
17:11Paul
yeah but u still have to meet up with certain standards society puts upon you untill u have the confidence to be 'yourself'
17:11Harriette
yep
17:11Paul
make up/shaving/fashion etc
17:12Harriette
but at the same time it has to be considered that 'yourself' is shaped by society. so you never know who your true self is. in itself it can be argued that the true self is what society shapes it to be because there is no opportunity for another self to form
kind of goes round in circle
s
17:12Paul
very true
17:12Harriette
everything does
17:13Paul
the working hard in relationships thing u said
brings up the other end of the scale from a media point of view....disney love as it were
people give up perfectly good relationships because its not exactly how it was in sleeping fucking beauty!
17:14Harriette
yeah, in my opinion that is why divorce rates rocketed. were not as conservative as we were back in the day. and the image of disney, falling in love, no effort, love sustained has been imprinted in us since childhood
im particularly negative on this point at the moment though, bit of a sour grape
17:15Paul
yeah i mean this is all relative...maybe 'true love' does exist
and we are being perfectly pesimistic
17:15Harriette
true love exists but disneys 'true love' only exists on screen
i think true love is the fight and the journey two people undertake to be together
17:16Paul
so do u believe it can be built? or a certain amount has to do with 'fate'?
17:16Harriette
work
everything in life is about working for it
its about the fight
17:17Paul
anything thats not worth fighting for isnt worth having
17:17Harriette
true
17:17Paul
this is a bit deep for this early in the day!!!
i just scrolled up, and all this started with....my dog eat a pigeon
i think that must be symbolic!!!
17:18Harriette
but just because most thigns arent worth fighting for doesnt mean nothings worth fighting for
17:19Paul
if the opposite were true, it wouldnt be worth living
life = struggle Death = peace
17:19Harriette
well life is death if you think about it
we are all dying
17:19Paul
hahahahaha
17:19Harriette
well we are
17:19Paul
and im the negative one??
17:19Harriette
im not negative
im just realistic
we are dying
17:20Paul
hahahahahaha
17:20Harriette
it doesnt make me sad to think about it
it doesnt make me want to kill myself
17:20Paul
u have no idea, u just said exactly what i said the other night
17:20Harriette
it just makes me want to make the most of what ive got
17:20Paul
and all my friends thought i was being a dickhead
17:20Harriette
and make the most out of my life
lol
they're ignorant
17:21Paul
yeah im going to make a t-shirt....that says "IF IGNORANCE IS BLISS, THEN CHISWICK IS HEAVEN"
17:21Harriette
lol
or aylesburhy
aylesbury is pretty chav tastic
i
17:21Paul
hey dont judge those chavs by there covers, they could be really interesting people
17:22Harriette
they're not
i've been grabbed by a lot of them
safe to say they don't know anything except where they're dick is
their
not they're
17:23Paul
dont worry im not going to tell u off for grammer errors
17:23Harriette
grammatical errors i think you'll find is the correct terminology
17:23Paul
im going to sve this convo and look back on it to take notes, so thanx
17:23Harriette
lol so am i
17:23Paul
terminologise this
17:23
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